Nighttime Feedings

Tonight I was sitting in the very dim light of Maison's room, he was dead asleep, sitting up (well, slumped over) in my lap with his heavy chin in my hand while I was trying to get him to burp (he is still a very stubborn burper). In his dead asleep-ness he kept smiling, big happy smiles. I love those baby dream smiles. It made me all warm & fuzzy & choked up, and I wished I could just hold & cuddle him forever. I use my camera and camcorder constantly, but it's these awesome moments that end up going by completely unrecorded. It's these moments that make me want to keep a journal. I just wish I had more words to express the feelings so I can remember them clearly.